Fading from My Heart
I thought a part of me would always love you;
That visions of us in love would occupy my thoughts forever;
The exact color of your eyes could never fade from my memory;
My senses would always know your scent;
And I would always remember the exact way you touched me.
But the months passed.
My thoughts are not cursed with memories of us in love.
I have to struggle to recall the exact color of your eyes.
My senses don't long for your scent.
And I no longer yearn for your touch.
I thank God that you are fading from my memories;
But especially, I thank Him that you are fading from my heart.
Stop Running Precious One by moonshiny, literature
Literature
Stop Running Precious One
Stop running precious one
Stop running
What do you run from?
You have been running for so long.
Do you remember why you started running?
You have run for so long,
For so far.
Far from everything familiar
From everyone who cares for you.
Stop running precious one,
Stop running.
You find yourself in a place you don't know.
The place that all your running has brought you.
You now see for how long you have been running,
Only to end up in a place that can offer you nothing
But heartache and misery.
And now you see what you have been running from
Happiness
Hope and
Love,
You have been running from home.
Stop running precious on
Alone in darkness, just you and me. Solitary, surrounded,
succumbing to the shadows. I toss and turn, tormented by
your presence, or your absence. My hand slide down my
chest to my stomach, the tension in my fingers an electric
shock, imaginary, but only just. Just as imaginary, your
aroma permeates the darkness. Imaginary due to the simple
fact, I have no idea what you smell like! I roll over, my
hand softly but firmly holds your shoulder, no, my pillow.
The darkness presses further upon me, I shut my eyes,
clenching them tightly, warding off the darkness with the
shooting, imagined colors caused by such effort. My fingers
leave
Current Residence: Portland, OR USA Favourite genre of music: ROCK/alternative Skin of choice: Nick's !!! Favourite cartoon character: Bucky Personal Quote: An intellectual is someone who has found something more interesting than sex. ~ Edgar Wallace
Favourite Visual Artist
Jehovah God & Colin Farrel
Favourite Movies
X-Men, Matrix, Bridget Jones, Legend of the Fall
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
evanescence, 311, the white stripes, garbage
Favourite Writers
Ella Wheller Wilcox
Tools of the Trade
Sony DVR-TRV340 digital video camera and recorder and adobe photoshop, and a sick and twisted mind!!
been a really long time since I came in here. been very busy with school and life. came REALLY close to running to Los Vegas and getting married to the man I love. But then we decided to do the mature thing (for once) and not get married too soon. Planning on it next year instead. I want the beautiful wedding anyways. lol. Hope all are well!
Thats all I can say. Falling in love w/someone is so amazing.
Moving to Newport is probably not going to happen. My bf Nick is here in Portland and I cannot bring myself to leave him (duh) and he will not be able to leave until he finishes college in a few years. I think I will still visit my friend that offered me the mansion to live in... maybe for a couple months next summer. Who knows.
Performed my first root canal surgery today... not on a real person though. I did a kick ass job though! Any human volunteers? lol!!!
Well I thought I better write something... have been so busy that I do not visit DA much anymore. Got too much going on.... a very awesome guy.... hard school.... and being 21 and making up for the past 21 yrs of not being able to go downtown to all the cool bars!
Any who... got an offer from one of my gal pals to move to Newport Beach, CA into a mansion for free and continue my dental edu at a school in San Diego. Kick ass offer wouldnt you say?!? I do not really want to leave right now tho... things are going so utterly perfect here in Portland and I will probably land my dream job at graduation next spring... do not know if I want to p
No problem dude. Digicam eh. If your digicam is a consumer model(snap and shoot) I can't help you with the image quality. However, if your digicam is more high end, you might want to do some manual adjustment to the ISO settings and exposure time. Basically, an ISO setting above 100-200 will produce grainy pictures but enables you to capture images in low light, If you need more lighting, get a flash so that you can "bounce" the light(and not target it directly) on the object. A tripod would really help when you set the exposure(amount in seconds that light enters the lens) to more than 1/30 sec to 15 seconds. This way, your camera would be stable and the final image would be clear. Well that's all for now. Just grab me about anything you would like to know.